Relieved! =)

Although this week i had tests almost everday, i still have the time to go out and meet up with dearest penguins and also poly 38s. (:

Monday:
Database test.
Headed down to Bugis.
Went with Shuting and Alice.
we went there to walk around instead and sang K.
Lols, accompanied Alice to buy her bracelet + earring.
wahh super ex!
I saw many many many nice clothes and shoes!
Very tempting you know! :D
Reached home around 10. omgg.
Always so late, next day got school. >.<

Christmas comingg, im going to write down my *wanted list* and show my mummy! :p

Tuesday:
Same old routine, 1010-6.
Nothing much, went home after that.

Wednesday:
OOP test.
Headed down to Raffles City's Esprit and get Valencia and Yibei's VERY VERY belated presents! Lols, Okay im done wif your gifts ok.
Finally, after so long you all decided on what you like. =D
But.. Yibei's wallet got new one so we go it there, as for the bag and Val's jacket they dont have new stocks.
So paid and helped her collect from tamp mall since it's on the way.

Went Marina square and window shopped.
I saw a shorts at topshop that is damnn nice and suits me ok!
I dint buy in the end, have to save money and spend money wisely.
Left City Hall around 6 and trained down to Tamp mall to meet penguins.
Celebrating Sihui's 17th. (:

Had Sakae Sushi for dinner.
Then got Uncle Rhingo's Funfair.
I played a game on balloon and won a big prize.
But the monkey not nice de lor, i played for fun. :X
Reached home around 1030.

Thursday:
Went Admiralty after school to Shu ting's ahma house.
Lols and saw her cute niece. :D
Then at 3 plus leave and headed towards Lot 1 shopping mall.
Had MOF and Gelato ice cream. (:
It's my first time going to Lot 1 so i liked the mall a lot.
so many shops to shop. :D
Thinking of taking the train back to my house, i wanna faint.
So trained to Yck and changed 72 to my house. (; It's faster.

Today:
C.O.S equiz and assessment.
Im the only one in my clique who goes to school at 8 lor.
they all overslept while i forced myself to wake up. zz.
Was damn tired but i alr bathed when i receive msg so go lor. >.<
Then Val joined me at 9, followed by the 2 38s at 12 plus. zzzz.

Heng ahs, No warning letter(love letters) from any modules.
I don't want pls.
But Laziness always took control of me.=(

Sunday i got to attend a birthday celebration at some restaurant and i told mum im gonna wear a kimono top and one white short and she forbids me to wear!
She said it was so NOT formal. zzzzzzz.
and she insist i must wear dress or jeans.
I hate jeans so asked her buy dress for me to wear lahs.
Then she buy one dress for me. I like! :D

Pictures up soon on monday. Bye.

As busy as a bee.

Alright, back.
So much to blog but hardly have time. :D

Last sat 22/11:
NNPS come my house to have food party and at the same time, we're so busy with our blogshop.
Pictures taking, editing, finding skins for blogshop etc.
So tiring and i caught a flu when the night falls.
Just kept sneezing, & clique say the way i sneeze like mouse. >.<"
Oh, and i guess i passed the flu to almost everyone.
Val even got high fever. =(

I had fun though. Hahaha. :X

Sunday 23/11:
Mum treated me dim sum for lunch.
Hoho! I love it siol.
But felt really guilty after eating. =(

Monday 24/11:
Had Database test.
Think i failed.

This whole week are tests.
what a bored week.

Yeah, my 2 weeks holiday is cominggg soon!

A little rain must fall.

Had comm skills presentation on the topic :" The best person for a best friend".
Lols, i took 2 hours plus to do the presentation slides ytd.
I was uber nervous.

When the chips are down, it's alright to be a couch potato.
When we feel low we need the luxury of time to wallow, watching a weepie film with a box of tissues.
Rare insights can come on our darkest days, for sometimes what is happening in the shadows is more significant than what is going on in the sunlight.
When blue skies seem a long way off, we can still look for the beauty in raindrops, the shapes in the clouds; we can still keep faith in the idea of sunshine.

I'm having terrible headache now & i feel like vomiting.
Okay, bye.

A simple yet memorable day. :D

Woke up at 10am and get ready to meet Zeh and Aunt :D
& i was surprised when i saw my mummy wearing same colour shirt as me.
Telepathy siol. Lols cos i seldom wear that shirt.

Bought fruits, coffee, huat kueh, a packet of vegetarian bee hoon and off i went to visit my dearest granny at Brighthill.
Mummy and I nearly got lost cos we took the wrong bus and changed many times. zzzz.
Then when we wanted to hail cab from Bishan, Zeh saw us.
So she drove us there. (:

Due to the rapid death rate within these few yrs, i couldn't see the pic of my granny anymore!
It's too far. lols so we have to go to the columbarium to see. :D
I know she can see us, but i could not see her, only can feel.

After that, she drove us to Hougang Mall and eat.
Then back to my house to take her belated birthday gift.
I bought so long ago, now then she take. Tsk!

Glad you like the present. :D

As packed as a sardine fish.

class ended at 4 and rushed all the way to expo for Crocs Sales with Shuting and Bei.[:
When we stepped into the hall, all i can see is people not shoes. Lols.
Manage to buy 2 pairs of crocs prima for the price of $20 each.
I wanted to buy other designs but i dont have the time to see finish all, mum's hurrying me. >.<
FYI: Normal price is $49 each.
Asked for my size and grab to pay. hehs. :D

I see the queue, i wanna faint~
Its like damn long and i bet it will took me hours in order to pay for 2 pairs of shoes.
Luckily, Shuting's parents were there few hrs ago and they're near the cashier alr so passed it to them.
Big thanks man, if not i think i won't get to buy.
Her parents queue from 2plus till 6.
Damn scary!

The way people grab shoes are scary.
They can buy anything they see.
Most of them bought at least 1o pairs and above. AT LEAST.
omgg, looks like free huhs. Tsk!

Shuting's parents bought $490.
I faint~
Hahaa, and bei told me today was worse.
She said she went and the queue was extended to another hall.
People can't even go in. Lols!
Lucky i went ytd.

I wanted light pink prima but they only have two diff shades of blue and white.
But white dont have my size so i got sea foam colour and peacock colour. :D

Catching up [:

Ytd after school, i met up wif Amanda Tan and Jiajia. :D
was supposed to meet yiwen, huining and hsihong but they can't make it.
went cine, ate and took neoprints! :D
Hahaa, i do love neoprints.
Once in a while i will itch for a neoprint session. Hehs. [:
Omgg, after so long of not meeting up/hanging out wif one another, i still can go so crazy with them. Lols.

Today school start at 1010.
and its equiz. which means i finish doing, i can leave.
I finished like 1030?
And bei and I was intending to skip the 12 o clock lecture.
hehs, so in the end whole clique skipped.
We all eat and waited till 12 and tap our card and went off.
I went Manicure and pedicure. >.<
Our main purpose of skipping is to go do this. Hahaha.

Next week tests!
omgg, wth.
I dont feel any STRESS in poly.
is my course that relaxing?
I dont seem to have projects coming up.
Only small presentations that are of no stress.

Ohh and i got my products alr.
& i've tried the mask and toner.
Not bad, i can feel the effects.
and it doesn't irritate my skin.
So, like i say, the website is AWESOME. :)

Personal Rants. Realistic world.


I don't understand why is this world so harsh and realistic.
Why humans only know how to appreciate the things/ people around them when they lost it?
By then, it will be too late.
I used to take things for granted and when i lose it, i regret.
Now, i've been learning how to race life and treasure whatever i have now.
Is money that important to the extent whereby one can give up a lot of things just for money?
Sometimes, one word from you can touch one's heart and make him/her flattered or one word from you can kills someone instantly.

I did not tell any of my friends about it.
I only told one person who is very important in my life, the whole story.
Not my mother.
Suddenly, i thought of the past and i sort of broke down into tears.

I think im PMS-ing.
I've been having moodswings.

Never be afraid to try! [:

I'll got good news to share!
Do you girls experience blackheads ard the nose?
Do you girls want to cure ur pimples prob easily?
Do you girls want to beautify your skin?
If yes, go on and click the link to fr3b in my link-ways!

This website is good!
When i got to know this website, im doubtful abt it.
I wonder are the products trustable?
Will i get my products? etc.

But.. when i registered as a member, i realised they have diff brands, ranging from maybelline, Loreal, Skinfood, Eucerin, Neutrogena, Complete etc.
They have FREE samples for you to try.
All you need to do is pay the little amount of postage!
Its only 1 dollars plus.

I received their mail saying that i've paid and im gonna get my stocks within 2 working days!
YEAH, can't wait. (:

I'll climb the highest mountain for all of you just to keep this going. [:

Penguins. [:

There is something money can't buy.

went for erhu lesson at 1215.
Lesson was actually 230 but i shifted it cos i wanna watch HSM3! :D
Met up wif my two little cousins, my aunt and uncle at Cathay.
Overall, the movie was Nice!
Rated it 8.5/10.
I was fascinated by their dance moves and vocals as well.
Hehs., :p
Visited my two newborn nephews and my 4 yr old niece today.
omgg, newborn babies are soo small, esp them.
one is 1.9, the other is 2.1kg.
I don't dare to carry, cos i think they're too fragile. I scared. :X

OHH and before i go off, my niece wanted to go wif me.
But when she din't see her daddy following, she wanna go back alr.
Lols, this is something money can't buy.
A sincere smile and actions made me a happy girl! (:

I believe somewhere in the darkest night, a candle glows. [:

I changed my blog skin.
I don't find it nice anymore, and i happen to see kuromi's skin.
Hahaa, childish ya i know but it's kuromi so i don't care. :X

I used to think that my life's screwed.
Sometimes, everything went wrong.
But, one just got to be contented wif what they've got and to be happy.

I'm very happy wif my life.
Family and friends are my supporting pillars :D
开心也要过一天
不开心也要过一天
why not be happy everyday? (:

I do believe that if someone lost his/her way in life,
A special person will come to lead the way.
I believe, i believe.

When you believe, there's hope.

Life's a stage and all of us are unrehearsed.

Celebrate my world's coolest, cutest,best mummy's birthday ytd.
Din't have the amount of money to buy the things she wanted, and i don't wanna anyhow get one. So, i asked her to wait awhile. Hehs.

For you, i'll save money. :D
In the end, i got her a bouquet of roses as a small gift.
Couldn't find carnation or tulips, sorry.
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Today's 5 nov alr.
Wow, time flies.
I admit, i did think of you today.
Nono, none of you know, so don't bother guessing. :X

I miss you and the times.

Im Sick! ='(

Felt terrible when i woke up ytd.
Straight away rushed to the toilet and vomited.
Ate food and felt better after that.
The whole day went well, only till night falls then it starts again!

Today morning, ard 3am, had runs and throwing up everything i ate ytd night.
Sickening. It disturbed my sleep and caused me to toss and turn aft vomiting for dunno how many times. My stomach's churning every moment. Horrible feeling. :(

Din't attend school today.
Slept till 9 plus and got out of bed.
Mum wasn't working today and she asked for the reason why i din't attend school.
Aft that, bathed and went out to eat.
Then, felt a lot better.
Travelled to Toa Payoh and catched Butterfly lovers.
Hehs, i love the movie! :D

Super nice and touching.
It's been a long time since i watched movies till i teared.
Rated it 9.5/10. (:

I've got a feeling tonight's sleep will be affected again.
Sians, i wanna attend school tmr.
Miss my clique. :D

Does releasing balloons help to let go one's grief?

Went Dover Park Hospice wif Mummy yesterday for the Rose for remembrance day.
When i stepped into that hospice once again, i wanna cry badly.
Two of my beloved ones passed away in that hospice.
I miss my grandpa and grandma badly.
Esp my grandma. =(
I missed the times when she used to dote on me wif gifts,showered me wif unconditional love and treat me differently from others.
It's been 5 yrs since she left me but i din't forgot her.
She always stand a special place in my heart.
We cry for the ones that we love, isnt it?
I love her, so much so that whenever her images flashed thru my mind, i will cry and hide myself in my own room.

I don't think releasing balloons help.
Cos i tried and yet i can't let go.
Till now, i still believe she is wif me, all along. :D

Turning the pages of old photographs
I whisper thanks to each and every one
Deep in my heart you have come, come to live
Sure as the sun to see me through

Come rain or shine however the day may be
You shelter me with your smile
How far your memories may fade
Traces of you i hope to find
in each event, and i drown in my own tears

I wish on a star, the first star of the night
you'll find me here every evening of the year
As twilight approaches i look to the sky
Searching for you wif all of my heart

In grief and joy I long for you and your smile
Remembering the things we used to do
I'll always have a place for you in my heart
I do believe somewhere in time
I do believe, i will see you once again

Come rain or shine however the day may be
You shelter me wif your smile
And as each memory of you comes to mind,
I cry, laugh and treasure the time that we shared.

You have a special place in my heart.
All of my days, your memory will live on.

Although im alone,
but im never lonely for i know, you will be there shining for me brightly.