People usually write their new year resolutions on new year's eve, i shall do otherwise. :) Since i got the feel to write now, i shall do so! heh. It's a time to reflect on the changes i want (or need) to make and resolve to follow through on those changes. My 2011 new yr resolutions:

1. Stay healthy or be healthier. Exercise more often. Exercise makes you healthy!


2. Be more filial to my parents & stop making them worry


3. Get my diploma with a G.P.A of at least 2.7. *3 is a impossible target so be realistic*


4. After graduation, find a part-time job/temp full-time job before i have the money to pursue my private degree.


5. Enjoy life more. Work hard, play hard.


6. Learn Korean language during January April.


7. Practice harder so that i can go Taiwan for CO competition.




9. Save more money, keep some for rainy days. $_$


10. Be more independent, more organised & less grumpy. ^^


11. Make more new friends. Friends are important to me. But always rmb, to stay close with the old ones. (:


12. Help others in need.


13. Hopefully i've enough money to go on a trip during Sept for relaxation purposes.


14. Must have money to go for 2AM's Asia tour if they ever some SG


15. Must attend all their Singapore events


16. A good christmas in 2011 ^_^

I'll stop at 15. Hopefully I'll achieve all of them! P.S: Do notice that there isnt a point that stated i wanted a bf right? To me, i shall let nature take its course. No point wishing for it, am i right? Anyway, I've Kwon for now. *My imaginary bf* Lol, I'm just kidding yo!

I shall write a fanaccount now since im feeling rather cooled down.

2nd Dec 2010, Wednesday:

Headed down to Changi Airport Terminal 3 at 7, ate dinner before their arrival.
waited from 8 to 947. Their plane landed at 947 but 2AM(-kwon) came out only at approx 10.30pm. Because i was standing at the very front of the barricades, im able to take a super close video of them! All of them are handsome ttm, flawless. Chang Min was the first to come out, followed by Seul Ong & Jin Woon. Seulong's eyesmile and Jinwoon's killer eye smile killed me right away. FYI, Kwon did not take the same flight as them because he had a schedule in the afternoon therefore he took the evening flight alone. He landed at 01:15am 3rd Dec, I wasn't able to wait till that timing because of curfew. :( But it's okay, cos i knew i can see him on thurs!

3rd Dec 2010, Thursday:
Met up with Shannon at Jurong East MRT at 4pm.
Cabbed down to IMM because it was raining.
Met up with Shannon's friend at the garden plaza.
Went in to get my 2AM passport stamped and i came out to have dinner first.
Went back in at ard 6pm, was patiently waiting for 2AM's arrival.
Around 740pm, DJ Ken bluffed us saying 2AM is here.
They only arrived at 8pm when the event starts at 730pm.
When 2AM arrived, I was so excited! I could see them so clearly from my view even though i was at the back.
Never did i expect them to sing because it's only a autograph session.
But they did. They sang 'Like Crazy' live. It's obviously better than recorded. :B
The autograph session started at 810pm.
Sitting arrangment of the idols are : Jin Woon, Jo Kwon, Chang Min & Seul Ong.
But if i were to go up to the stage, i will see Seul Ong first.
When my queue is getting nearer and nearer, i got more and more afraid.
My heart was having heartquake.
I pasted my Korean Name on the album, wanting Ongie to write for me.

I said: "Seul Ong, can you write my name on the album?"
He smiled happily, nodded and wanted to write.
But this UMS security guard crushed my paper before he could even see my name!
Fine, then he lead me to Chang Min before i could even finish my sentence with Ongie.
Apparently Ongie look shocked to see why are SG guards like this!
All fans were treated the same way, some even worse!
If you wore backpack, they pull your backpack.
I looked at Chang Min, he smiled.
My mind went blank, i dunno wad to say because he seriously look so much better in real life!
I smiled back, before i could even utter anything, they lead me to Kwonnie liao!
WTF. Kwonnie smiled before i even reach his table!
Before he even signed on my album, this stupid guard wanted to push me to Jin Woon.
I was super pissed already, how can he like that!
I told myself, i die die have to say smth to Kwonnie as it's my only chance.
so i stayed firm and look at Kwonnie into his eyes, and told him: "Kwonnie oppa, I'll see you on saturday!! *showing him a 6 sign*
I guess he understood what i was saying. I dint manage to say in korean, cos of the stupid guard that makes me forget what i initially wanted to say!
He then smiled with his teeth wide open again.

I walked over to Jin Woon's side, but my eyes are still looking at Kwonnie.
hehehe. I think he saw his nametag with his face on my sleeve, he turned back and look at me and smile again while signing my friend's album. I tell you, at the moment, i feel that my life is complete. I feel that i can die with no regrets. The smile is priceless.

& i feel quite guilty because all the way when i was at JW's side, i kept looking at Kwonnie.
I dont even know if JW did smile and look at me not.
I took my album and walked away.
The holding area for Golden Ticket holders are closed. We couldn't go back.
But i stand behind the barricades, looking at them from far.

When they were about to sign finish all the albums, the staffs opened the entrance and i ran as fast as i could and manage to secure one spot right below the stage. hahahaha!
I ended up super near to them. *smart*
All of them turned and look at fans, waving hello and Kwonnie was expressing his heartfelt thanks to us!
Everyone was screaming for their names!
The rest of the members are all waving to the front, all looking straight.
It was then i realised Jinwoon was looking to my side.
I dunno if he's looking at me or other fans around me, but..
I looked around and see nobody waving.
So i tried to wave at him, smiling.
2 secs later, he looked into my eye level and waved back!!!!
OMO, i melted. yes i did, the killer eye smile! :D
Kwonnie and Jin Woon did the Saranghaeyo pose!! Aww sweet ttm!
& after that, they waved goodbye.

4th Dec, Saturday:
My last day to see them in person!
I woke up at 3am, called cab at 4pm, reach MBS at 430am.
I thought i was early, but when i reach there are already thousands of people there.
It's really mad. The queueing system sucks badly!! EPIC FAIL.

My friends and I did not manage to get the first 1000 tags.
We are like somewhere in the middle.
Queued for the concert at 12 plus all the way to 5 plus.
We were then led to the Exhibition Hall E.
At first we are quite behind.
I do not know what happened, but one of the barricades are pushed open, and just nice i was at there.
So my friends and i ran as fast as we could and we managed to stand somewhere very near to the stage. Im at the left side of the T-Stage, the VIP priority holding area.

At that moment, i think it's super worth to pay $188 and can stand at a place that is so near!!
HAHAHAHA. everything that happened in the morning was forgiven once idols are out!
To be honest, I only know some of the names of MBLAQ members.
I dont even know who is who & my main purpose is not to support MBLAQ.

When MBLAQ came out, "wow!" was the word to describe them.
I always have this fetish towards blonde hair korean guys.
The leader, SeungHo looked so good in blonde hair!!
Thunder & Lee Joon looked so handsome!

Next was Miss A, I like Fei's figure & her beauty most.
Suzy wasn't here but there's a video of her. very touching!

2AM was next! This is my main purpose of coming!!!
When 2AM stepped onto the stage, i screameddddd!
hehehehe. It's like a dream.
They are so near to me, but yet so far.
They sang a total of 7 songs!
Kwonnie even danced to SNSD's Hoot & BEG's Abracadabra!!
I always wanted to see his hoot the minute he said he master it.
There it goes, he did it yesterday!!
The moment 2AM come out, my eyes are fixed to Kwonnie.
All are angels to me, extremely handsome!!!!!! :D
They threw 4 bears to the crowd, but i did not catch it. They dint throw to our side. :(
I was really thankful, when Kwonnie danced Hoot & Abracadabra, he danced to my side.
So i had eye contact with him and since i could see him in such a close view, im very contented enough.

I really hope they will come again soon! After yesterday, i wasnt my usual self.
My life revolves around Kwonnie now. :B
Empty shell~

4th group was BEAST! I wanted to see them dance Beautiful & Bad Girl.
Yes!!! THEY DID. I think they sang 9 songs~
From my side, the ones who are always having eye contact with me are Yoseob, Kikwang & Hyun Seung. :D Kikwang is super near~

Last group was 2PM!
They sang 10 songs in total! I also want them to see 10 points out of 10 points, heartbeat, without U.
& yep, it was included in their song list ytd. :)
I was attracted to Junho when it was 2PM's turn.
He's so cute!

At the finale stage, all groups came out except for BEAST, because they are rushing to the airport.
Wooyoung was hugging Kwonnie and they stand side by side. so cuteeeeee!

2AM flew back to korea ytd night.
Oh, btw, while my friend and i was at the traffic light outside MBS, we saw MBLAQ inside their van.
No fans are there except for one girl.
1 of MBLAQ's member gave flying kisses to us, Im not sure who is the member.
But im not interested in MBLAQ. haha. :p

Overall, i enjoyed myself alot yesterday.
But right after that, when im alone at home, i think back of the concert and withdrawals come knocking in.
I miss 2AM ALOT ALOT ALOT! =(