Merry christmas :D

When i was young, i believed that Santa Claus exist in this world.
Mainly becos whatever i had wished for christmas, it all came true.
I had what i wished for, even if the things that i have wished was out of stock, dear santa would always wrote a sweet letter telling me the reason why i got it in diff colour/other gifts.
I would secretly put up a big fat socks for Santa to place the gifts into it & tadah, when morning arrives, i would happily go to that sock and jump for joy.
Then, run to mummy and told her what Santa gave me and i would read over and over again the letters Santa gave me every yr.
This continues till somewhere during pri6/sec 1.

Till someone( i forget who) told me that Santa dont exist, even if he does, he's either one of ur parents. I don't believe, cos i dint told daddy what i like.
Neither did i told mummy.
The only thing i did was say out my christmas wish in a shopping mall in front of the shop that sells what i want and close my eyes to pray. & i think my mum heard it cos she was the SANTA.
The nice, sweet, loving santa that i loved soo much but yet, she hurt me so badly.
I rather she lied to me saying that Santa realllly exist so i can have my presents every year.

She stopped giving me christmas presents since sec sch i think. But still, I hoped/prayed that there is a Santa somewhere that hears my wish. Naive or stupidity you may call it, i don't care. =)

This is why i loooked forward to christmas soo much.
I enjoy exchanging presents, singing christmas songs, gathering around somewhere and celebrate christmas, counting down to christmas, eating turkey and ham every yr. =)

K done wif my post, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
May love, peace, joy and hope be with each and everyone. (: